I am realizing something about myself right now. Everything is taking me longer. I have a harder time focusing, my mind doesn’t run as wild as it normally does and physically, I am exhausted. Even though technically according to my Fitbit, I am sleeping more through the night, the sleep isn’t very good since it is full with strange dreams.
So I am trying to focus on very little, the basic priorities and what can I spend energy and emotion on. Just until I can get my super powers back. I don’t think I am detached but rather disengaging for a while. Like the normal things that would make me excited to do such as Women In Tech code camps, volunteer work, etc, I just don’t have the interest in them right now.
Truthfully, I don’t find it a hardship to simply be at home and in my little oasis. Sometimes just finding my way to the parking garage is too much stimulation. I think what might help a great deal is a proper vacation, far away and without much to do. However, that’s at the end of August so still a bit of a way to go.
I am keeping this short because I am tired today, I wanted to checkin and let you know that if it seems like it is taking a long time to get a reaction from me, this is why.